just for ya

if it's work, then call it work,
if it's play, have fun with it,
if it's a beautiful day go outside,
if it's a rainy day, stay in and hide,
if it's one of those days you just need to be,
somewhere else out in the air, free as a bee,
then go ahead and live it like you should,
live it to it's fullest, every single second,
until you barf up from running far away
and return back to clean it

Today is the greatest....

I've had such a long 5 years of my life pass behind me, and I find myself on permanent ground. I've been to so many places, done so many things, seen so many people, and traveled so many distances. I finally got to sleep last night like I've never slept before. It was the end of an incredibly long day. I think every single family member and relative and friend was in my dreams last night, and I can remember them being all sorts of ages, and in many different locations. (so strange, but so comforting)... I still wake up with literally pennies in my pocket, but that'll all change soon.

Today's horoscope:

You can't influence your dreams, but you can influence your life. Shape your future.

Your mind is on new possibilities today, but it's not wandering terribly far off from your usual notions. It's a good time to try little tweaks and changes that might steer you in new directions.

Sometimes, your dreams are just silly surreal plays that your subconscious performs at night -- not prescient enactments of what dangers your future holds. So if disturbing images have been keeping you from having a good night's rest lately, try not let it worry you. If you do, it will just cause you more stress -- and you'll have a self-fulfilling prophecy on your hands. You may be powerless to influence the nature of your dreams, but you're not powerless to influence the nature of your life.

No one likes anything anymore

I heard this while perusing through the wide world of web, and it actually makes sense. A lot of sense.

Seems like the only thing people like to do anymore is indulge in themselves and forget about other people. Well.. not everyone, but certainly enough to warrant me saying this.

For the people in my life who are still around, and will always be around.. I thank you endless times, and I only hope you expect the same thing from me. In a world of fast food, fast lives, fast loves, fast fading memories, I'll always be here (no matter where here is).

Wed-nes-day

It appears to be 1:30am and I'm typing in a hotel room, shared with my cousin, on the way out to Portland, Oregon.. my new home as of tomorrow. Life is traveling by at 75mph, and the powerlines are stretching far into the distant. The sky as blue as ever, and the future straight ahead.

I look forward to everything that is about to happen in life. Here we go..... !