Thunk is to think..

Sometimes i just wonder my validity in this world.. because there seems to be so many of us out there.. trying to throw our pebbles into the pond.. trying to make the biggest splash. it all seems like competition, which is something i believe causes people to go insane. everyone is trying to 'one-up' the other person.

but for those willing to put down their life's desires and dreams for someoen else's life, well then that's just flat out amazing. some people see the big picture, some people don't. Some people see it through fuzzy eyes, some people see it clearly. And often, some people believe the big picture to be the television they stare at every night before they go to bed. There is a purpose out there.. to create is a great purpose. To make a difference is a great purpose. To be kind to your fellow man and fellow earth, that's a great purpose. What exactly is the purpose in life...............?

to live, to die, to be reborn again. that's the purpose. life in general is the purpose, and we all make it up as we go.

Bruce Lee

I heard this one quote from Bruce Lee one time.. only one time.. but it stuck with me. I don't remember it, so I won't quote it here.. but I'll re-examine through the filter of kevinfitz.. and this is what i got.

i'm but a drop in the water.. and if you really sit down to think about that.. you will realize that life's problem's aint shit.. unless you're a rock in that water..... be water.

Or something like that. peace be with you and your brotha, your sista and your mom and pop. peace. peace peace peace peace peac peace peace peace peace peac peac peacpe peace peac peace peace peace... peace.

My Closet

Dear Kevin, I'm going to be living in my closet for the next couple months. Can you believe that? I think I might go insane or something, or become totally unattached from this world. But I suppose that wouldn't be a bad thing. If you're looking for me I can be reached at this address, I check the mail occassionally. Don't forget to feed bruser. Lately it feels like I finally realized that I'm just a speck in the flippin sand of time. But at the same moment, it feels like I'm a huge skyscraper ripping through the clouds, diving into space and discovering the unknown. Somewhere there is a beginning and somewhere is the end. I don't know.. life is too much to think about it, thinking deep takes it out of you, and only some people are meant to think this way because they can depict it with words that rival geniuses. I for one, am not a genius... so I'm pretty much done trying to figure out the perversely uknown, and just sticking to what I do know. Hopefully it takes me to to those places I'm looking for. Hopefully...

Until I emerge from my vessell,
Your's Truly..

KMF