Where will you spend eternity?

If this wasn't the way it was supposed to be, then I don't know how it's supposed to be anymore. No more war, no more trust, no more anti-this, no more anti-that, no more daily news, no more ordinary, framed-up, perfectly bound spectacle that is life. It's over.. you're over, I'm over.. we're all over.

Or so it seems, this non-stop world of negligence keeps running and running. Like a treadmill that keeps inclining and never shuts off. You start to think.. ok, I'm trying to do good in life, and I'm trying to do what's right for society and my community. I recycle, I don't flush when it's just pee, I try to bike as much as possible, I try to make positive art for people to smile at and enjoy, and I try to make this world a better place. But then think about terrorists, homicidal gangsters, psychopaths, young kids who bring guns to school, rapists, clinically insane freaks, junkies... people who could give two shits if my little drawing makes them smile.

I daydream about being President, and what I would do to help this world, but then I always come to the conclusion that no matter how happy my little utopia is in my mind, there are still people who don't want good in this world. There are people who would rather see violence as a means of progression, there are still people who think that they have the power in their hands to take the life of another person. I suppose once you have taken the life of someone, you might have a little bit of a god-like feeling. That's scary to think.

I guess the point is, wouldn't everyone rather be living in a world of understanding patience and love, and just letting the next man or woman pass no matter what set of beliefs they hold dear to them. Everyone has the right to believe in whatever the hell they want.

Here's some advice. Everyone get out of everyone else's business, and worry about yourself for once. Why hurt your neighbor, why kill, why rob people of their innocence? Why take away the good in life?

That's way beyond me. Perhaps I should talk to the constellations tonight. So long...