Always panning for gold. Traveling in the van with one of my favorite groups of people... Finn Riggins. The last three days have consisted of seeing all whom I love and care about the most in the entire world. I'm on tour with Jared Mees & the Grown Children.. seeing the country side of these United States of America. And from what I've gathered, in my own opinion, that it's rather the United People of America, and not so much states. The borders define the differences between us, and we exploit them in our ignorance of each others cultures and ways of life.
I have discovered in this great treasure hunt, that the only gold in life is the hands you can hold, the bodies you can hug, and the faces you can see smiling from ear to ear. I love life at the moment, and about 98% of what's in it. Seems like there is always 2% of everything that seems to be the excess crap that no one needs in their life. Including hate, violence, ignorance, bigotry, racism, sexism, the entire gamut of all that is negative in this world.. makes up the 2% of my pie chart that I could rather do without. Thank heavens that I'm surrounded (currently overwhelmed) with positive vibes and great people. I mean great GREAT great people. Stand up people, the types of folks you can trust your life, your friends' lives and the lives of everyone else around you with.
Content. The feeling of comfort you can only get from a display of complete happiness. Content. The filler in between the front cover and back cover. The stuff that stories are made of. /thought change/ For some strange reason I've felt the power of the native americans in my system. I've felt them surrounding this entire trip. I took the graveyard driving shift, which meant driving through the entire state of South Dakota in one night. The entire time I kept seeing these big concrete tee-pee pole structures at every rest stop. Lit up like there was a fire inside of them. I even got a chance to stand under one of them. And although they had been made in this past decade, I still understood why they were there, and the importance of remembering our native american ancestry. Come to find out it was also native american day.. so the coincidence was in full effect. We were also one day away from approaching a full moon.
Something is going on here, something is in control, something is driving this train. Something. Coincidences are picking up steam, and the universe is colliding into other universes and galaxies and planetary systems surrounding by star clusters and creation. Last night at Rhino's in Bloomington, and Radio Radio in Indianapolis, and even Cal's in Chicago... I've felt like we were a planetary system performing for the sun, and being surrounded by my entire universe of family and friends. Fitzapalooza takes the cake for amount of universes colliding at once, but in the past few days.. my universe has expanded infinity fold. As in.. it burst at the seams and poured out into the black void of space. Filling gaping holes and shooting satellites deep into the unknown.
The best part is, we're about to do it all again tonight. With a different universe, and a different set of star charts. Everyone look for a rest stop, we have to pee. Until then, keep your pans in the water.. we're searching for gold.